i miss him so so much.. but i've made up my mind 2 get on wif life. promised myself dat if he didn't msg me 4 a wk,i will 4get dat i ever loved him. n itz bin a week. so yea. i guess i'm gonna stick wif my words. i loved u secret,but itz time isn't it? 2 let u go n nvr remmber u? b happy wif her n really, she better take care of u n love u d way u deserve 2 b. omg i'm crying my heart out. fuck wadz wrng wif me.
i'm such an ass. why do i feel sooo down? i should b enjoying myself @ diz age!! i had fun @ Sentosa juz nw!!! hee... damn it i'm lying 2 myself.