i realize. just how much i treasured amin. he has been there for me. he's right to tell me that he might b out of my life, n i should expect that. but i know that i won't b able to cope well with it. the 6 mths i know him, nvr had we not contact once. even a gd night counts. but i don't want to admit what i really feel. i don't want to get heartbroken again just when it is already mended. i like him alot. he help me to overcome my feelings toward ezz. you may say u like my randomness. but can u accept me? we r a decade +1 yr apart. our age, i mean. for me, it doesn't matter. but how abt u? you r the one that dares to confront me straight. i salute u. same goes for u. i m d ferst lady that is straightforward n random to u. haha. i dunnoe lah...
