Thursday, October 29, 2009
haha okae so yah! in this entry, i'm gonna put picz of me n hamizah, my lovely fren from sec sch..! spend alot of time with her, damn fun haha always slping over my house, watch movies n juz go out! recently, we watch DARAH!! wth she did not even scream once! more to laughing @ me! in other words, die tk sng terperanjat mcm aku! hahaha malu seh aku....! lol! tapi tkper, aku jadi BADOT die! hahaha!
not only that, but we r working @ d same places! itz soo gonna b fun lahh with her ard! woo hoo!!
CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP!!
missing syaz... haha...
missing my nursing frenz...
missing lepak-ing wif man n frenz...
missing my cuzzinz...
lastly...
missing galaitam... @ last we get to contact back.. so glad... but i feel different now.. i noe i couldn't keep up being patient... hopefully he won't take advantage of it..
.myhappiness,andreasonfortears.
MORE PICSTAZ SOON!!!
11:50:00 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
tired like hell sia. 2 jobs, trying to juggle my time. dammit man so exhausting. oh wells, JUST THINK ABT DA $$$ nyahahah. a tight slap on my face is such a wake up call man. but i'm too numb to feel d pain so kind of useless. but really. wow. i've really changed. i want my old me back. BAD.kind of fun answering calls n taking orders. haha. but tired with all the dramas gg on. cb. gtg working now update later buhbye!
10:44:00 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
TO STRANGER.
ur pathetic attempt to make me mad is soo fucking useless. so what if i'm FUCKING FAT? ADER MENYUSAHKAN HIDOP KAU?
ur just a bloghopper who happens to be attracted to my fucked blog. go get a life loser. and thx for giving me a hate tag! YOU MAKE ME FEEL FAMOUS! n to my frenz, don bother replying to that vulgar "STRANGER". useless.
NO POINT ADDING OIL IN A FLAME THAT IS NOT EVEN HOT or BURNING. "STRANGER" is juz insecure abt herself/himself n bored with her/his life. so my frenz, JGN LAYAN BUDAK KENTAL NI K?
mayb she/he has no meat on her bones n is so fucking skinny dat she juz wants abit of my fats for her flat ass n breasts. i LOVE my FATS. n everybody?? wowww... go get a life fucked loser. i bet i have more frenz that is laughing and waiting for my reply to your hate tag.
and to Sagat, ur welcome dear, we don fite2 animore k? ur one of my happiness, so don fly away k? mmuaahh2!
.urmyhappiness,andreasonfortears.
12:13:00 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
i donnoe wat to say. disappointed. damn disappointed.
1:41:00 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i shan't say anymore. it's up to him now. he's mad at me, coz he got me a job, n now i gotta go for 2 job interviews. yes. i thank you alot for gg through all d hardwork to getme a job, but it's not my fault dat the places i applied for jobs are calling me up to go for interview. i'm young, n i should grab the opportunity to try other jobs. i don't mean to "bueh" you,like what you said, i don't mean to hurt you, i will still work there, really, coz it's part-time, but i'll b working @ the call center from 8-6pm, n i WILL rush to amara hotel n work my ass out from 7-11pm, if i decided to keep that job, i promise you, i WILL try my best, but no promises. i don't want our friendship to end on a bad note, please. ur one of my happiness, please don't take it away.
got a job interview at d call center on thursday, and harvey norman interview on friday for the cashier position, most probably taking the call center job. wish me luck! and i WILL try and work as part-time @ amara hotel. i'm strong. i can do this.
i miss galaitam alot. pathetic ryte? holding on a loose string? but wat to do? dah namekan sayang. haish. i will not make d ferst move again. i'm too exhausted with all this drama. trying to enjoy my life, but failing BADLY.
.you'remyhappiness,andreasonfortears.
9:52:00 PM
CUTE KAN MY HAIR!!! HAHAHA STEP JUBZ SAK AKU.. hahahha... but really. i AM cute. HAHAH
k nah! i gib u picture! byue gd nyte! update later! ngah settle ngan sagat! dier marah!!
galaitam u suck
2:19:00 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
i cut my hair i cut my hair i cut my hair i cut my hair!!!! gahahahahahaha.... happiness is food i don care wat all u asses wanna say, call me fat or wadeva. coz i noe i ain't as fat. fuck it! losers don't eat, losers keep changing boyfriends and tell dumb lies. losers will always be losers. i miss my frenz! n glad i had d chance to b sponsored to take a choreographing cert! thx kak lyna! omg it cost more than a thousand bucks! and she's willing to pay it for me! thx i won't let u down..!!update later with picstaz!!
4:29:00 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
left unsaid. there's no need for explanations and reasons. i'm tired. i'm exhausted. i went through shit for you. just to spend time with you. it's hard for me to even go out after midnight,yes. but i tried. for you. now. i know now. it's worthless. i'm tired of thinking of you, it drained all my energy out of me. sick and tired of crying over you, when i know that you are not crying or caring at all. it sucks being me. it does. i'm addicted to you. yes. but addictions can be stopped. rehab. just not now. challenges are my foe and i will conquer it, no matter how hurtful it may get..myhappiness,andreasonfortears.
4:15:00 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
accident. he gt into an accident. damn you. i told u to take care of urself. nemind. please please PLEASE take care of yourself. galaitam, i miss you. i'm tired of thinking too much. i think i will meditate now.gd night. y would they lie to me? y can't u just tell me dat u gt into an accident? stupid. to u, u will say, u don want me to get worried. but to me, i'm saying, i'm not important to you. forget it. just forget it. ilu n imu..myhappiness.andreasonfortears.
1:32:00 AM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
again sia!! woke up early..den at last, cannot wake up!! i mean, cannot even stand! so lie back down n slp. woke up 2 hrs ago, bcoz of my meesage tone.damn! nvr apply for work! okae2! i PROMISE! tml i WILL go n apply!! gaaaaahhhhh!! hahaha.... omg how did i get sick! stoopid famliy!!(kidding) tell them to wear mask, nvr wear! c lahh!!!!n thx sagat, bcoz u msg me, i wake up! alerrmak!!! galaitam hadn't msged me. wat have i done sia? i hate it when they give u d silent treatment n not tell u straight to d face. FUCK SIA..myhappiness,andreasonfortears.
3:46:00 PM
