Monday, September 6, 2010
itz been soooooo sooooo long since i BLOG BAYBEH!!! :D MISS IT SOOOO!!!
OKAE!
let's see.... as u all noe now... diz is more of my PRIVATE ONLINE DIARY.so not exactly open to all ahahaha (shhh i did not tell anyone dat i will be updating this blog again! ;P)
i miss expressing myself, so here goes....
i'm infatuated with a 30 yr old man named aminurrashid. the problem is..... he's different now. not the amin i know last 6 months. :'( itz really2 upsetting. he has no time for me now... i don't want anything to change between us. i lovee his company, the way he cracks me up.... *smiling*... haish.... but i'm glad we still keep in contact. Hopefully it will not end. i don't want it to end. i can't imagine if that were to happen. i don't even know why i'm stuck on him, when i KNOW that there are better men out there, n 1 man is fated to be mine. in God's will, i will not be blind to see what is right in front of me if he really is there. :)
School was GREAATTTT... but... I'M SICK. CB. KNN. seriously i've been sick 2 weeks ago. den i suffer from food poisoning last week, NOW, i'm sick, AGAIN. fuck siiiaaaaa..... i donne hw m i supposed to study sia.. when smeone is sick, no matter hw much u study, wat u study will not register!! mayb 4/10 will register, n that is a FAIL!!!! oh godddd....... help meeee....!!!!!!!
NOW,friendssss!!!!! hahahaha.... hmmm...... i miss my twin, my babygal, n my lepak gal. not always do i meet them... all busy..... hmmm... but i will always have my sch frens which i keep CLOSE to my HEART too!!! <3<3>
OKAE!! now i am off!! will update tml!! hopefully hahahaaha gd nite!!
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