i can't seem 2 get things right. i feel so hopeless and useless but i know i shouldn't feel this way. i have great friends. my life is great.so why do i feel this way? i feel like something important is missing from my life. i need that company. i need someone that i can do anything and everything with. but who? empty. sense of loss. numb. i am starting to feel like..i'm going to go back to my old ways, that heartless bitch that i actually am. the one that people hate a lot. omg what is WRONG with me?? shh.... silence is what i need now. peace.... and.... you.
