Tuesday, June 30, 2009
tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan..ku meneruskan...
biarlah..ku relakan segala...
walau hidupku semua tanda tanya..mengapa...
biarpun... tak mampu ku bertahan...
takkan pernah.... ku akui kalah....
masih terdamparku disini.... haruskah hidupku dipersenda...
mengharungi dugaan melanda...ku berserah....
msged him juz now.. wen i found out dat most flu cases are happening @ maju camp.. i was worried. i didn't wanna msg him.. but i just had 2 check if he's okay.
so msged him asking how is he.. haha. he said fucked up coz he's stuck @ camp for 4 weeks bcoz of d fucking swine flu. haha. n being d biatch dat i am, i mean, i m worried bout him. but d anger is present. aper lag loyar burok ah. my reply to him is,
alaa... nemind lah.. u get to mandi wif ur camp mates for 4 weeks okae wat.. best... just bear with it.. for ur own good...den wen u cn book out... go n mit ur GF sepuas2 hati... until den, go see ur camp mates BATANG2 wen they bathe lah... hehe
n his reply? "ur head lah. haha. don tok anihow..." (he was busy for d past weeks datz why nvr msg me.) <>
FUCK you lahh...i'm not stoopid aite. after ur ignorance towards me, i've had enough of ur crapz gala. really. but i dunnoe why, my hatred for you is dere, but my care for you still overpowers my hatred. u suck do u noe dat?
ku berserah. it'z up to you dude. i'm getting 2 noe ppl. n diz guy i'm getting 2 noe actually ask me indirectly wat i want for my b'dae n i only knew him for what,a week? wth. he's making d effort to noe me n grab me despite me telling him dat i like YOU. how stoopid can i be? damn you gala. i'm stuck in ur maze. FUCK YOU. hope ur HAPPY wif ur GF. i won't care dat much when ppl say dat she's onli using you n i have a chance. no more fucking hopes. i've had enuf.
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