i guess this is it. 18 now. time to really think of what i want. i want him, but i'll never get him. i get 2 see him todae. but onli for a short moment. i did not get to talk to him much. he's my bithday present to nia. hope ur happy to c ur abg sdare nia... haha forced him to come just for you. so he's yours... =)
thank you to those who wished me happy birthday. love you guys a lot.... :)
n to galaitam, i did not get 2 spend the time that i wanted with you. i did not get to hug you. but @ least i get to see you. :) awkward isn't it if i hugged you in front of your cuzzinz? yah i noe. i hope you're happy with her n my last wish? forget about me. thanks for everything. what's past is past.right? :) take care dear galaitam. dear soldier. i will love you from far and it won't hurta bit. :) i don't think i can ever open up my heart for anyone until i'm 20. it sucks. but i guess i know i'm making the right decision.
