left unsaid. there's no need for explanations and reasons. i'm tired. i'm exhausted. i went through shit for you. just to spend time with you. it's hard for me to even go out after midnight,yes. but i tried. for you. now. i know now. it's worthless. i'm tired of thinking of you, it drained all my energy out of me. sick and tired of crying over you, when i know that you are not crying or caring at all. it sucks being me. it does.
i'm addicted to you. yes. but addictions can be stopped. rehab. just not now. challenges are my foe and i will conquer it, no matter how hurtful it may get.